Monday, August 31, 2009
i wish i could go back.
i would stand up....and not try to stand out.
i would learn.....and want to learn.
i wouldn't care.....about not being invited out on weekends.
my clothes and hair...would have been less priority.
i would have respected......teachers and peers to a higher degree.
i would have reached out....to those seeming as lost as i.
being liked.....would not have been my number one goal.
but i'm not going back. so i live today with those same wishes in my everyday life as a mom, sister, daughter, friend, and average person in this world.
have a good day "back to school"!
Friday, August 28, 2009
Thursday, August 27, 2009
And on a slightly different note....
Driving out of town today from an errand, I turned long enough to see some sort of "car" waiting at the stop light. It was low to the ground, had an open top, it was bright orange in color, and shaped....LIKE A CARROT!!!! What was THAT????? And the man driving had his head back, was wearing earphones, and had his eyes closed while he waited. I had to laugh....another one of lifes' "smiley" moments:
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
I just realized that I haven't taken "real" school pictures of my kids for quite a few years now. I used to be so particular in getting the pictures done at the same time every year, at each age/grade.
Just wanted to share my most favorites with you...(whoever is out there)......
My sister took these in her kitchen. We wanted to match up food with each of their personalities or something that stood out to each one individually:
my considerate, quiet, thoughtful molly who was reading at age 3 and hasn't stopped
Maybe this is the year I should update their school pictures. Funny thing is....the pictures would all be the same, they would just look older. Aren't people interesting in all their quirks, personalities, likes, dislikes? It takes all kinds in this world......
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Monday, August 24, 2009
As usual...Adam was the main Chef while out there. He was also the "bear-pole" hanger...hanging up all the backpacks that smelled like food in the Bear Tower each night.
And it kind of feels like an obstacle course at times!
Me and a Very good friend. She and her family drove all the way out from Saskatchewan to hike with me and 3 of my kids. They're amazing.
When we weren't hiking or cooking our wonderful meals-in-a-bag.....we even had games to play.
We're already thinking of when we should go back.......
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
I decided to call up some very good friends who I did the hike with last year. And lucky me...they were planning to drive out from Saskatchewan to do the very same hike this coming weekend. So- permits are in order, my hiking gear has been pulled out, all that wonderful packaged, lightweight food has been organized into piles, and now I need to begin to try to fill my pack without making it weigh more than I do.
Last week I went out to a wonderful friends' place for the afternoon. Her daughter and mine have a thing for horses....it seems alot of girls that age do! We came up with a riding schedule for both of them, and come September they'll hopefully be riding weekly together.
When I walked into their home, I was somewhat astounded. There were 2 litters of puppies playing in the entrance. Now, I am not a HUGE animal lover, but there was something about these that made me want one...or two!
These puppies do not shed! And the moms' of the litters didn't jump on me as I walked in! (2 HUGE bonuses with me:) And all of them were perfectly cute.....and they stay that way even when they grow up!
They just recently created a website for their puppies...you should check it out! : http://haveneseparkerpuppypets.com/contact.html
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
How I live each day makes it positive/negative- NOT that time flies.
Time changes things.
I'm trying to accept that time ticking isn't such a bad thing....sometimes it makes things better, or encourages me to embrace things differently. And actually LIKE the different.
Embrace your day and all that happens. Like it was your last!
Monday, August 17, 2009
Of course....as usual, there were many favorite weekend moments, but cannot choose one. Instead of making you a list....I want to just show you one of them today.
The following was taken on Friday night. Beware: it will bring back alot of Youth Group or Camp Memories. I did this when I was a kid. Did you?
the video may not be too professional:)
Friday, August 14, 2009
Time to pull up the things I need to dance in the rain for - instead of waiting for the drizzle to pass.
- Instead of paying $$$ to go pick saskatoons from a U-pick up the road- Corben offered to take a bucket and see if there were any in our trees. He picked enough for a huge pie!
- The hail we got........ left the fields and my flowers standing!
- I phoned several people this week I haven't talked to for months....so good to catch up!
- I've decided to work on ....Not having expectations. For situations OR people!
- I DID get to see a few meteors in the "shower". And Yes....one DID take my breath away!
- I "invented" a new green tea drink with NO sugar....but it's still delicious!
- I spent an entire day with my kids hanging out in the city...shopping, Quizno Subs, movie theatre, and we all had a perfect, laughing time! (except when I had to go and cry in the movie...:)
- Mike left a bag of my favorite candy on the truck seat....which I found right before an hour long drive I had to make!
- I got to chat with my brother on the phone twice this week....first time in months!
- I took Molly and her horse out to a friends' place for a "trail ride"....they rode and I got to visit with an encouraging, wonderful friend.
- We found a vehicle we REALLY like ....for $12,000 less than we wanted to spend!
- I said "I'm Sorry" for something I did...and a relationship turned around!
Have a happy day and weekend......whether it's drizzly or sunshiney!
Thursday, August 13, 2009
I remember when I met you 11 years ago. You were already 6 years old. But you were perfect. Exactly what I needed.
What we all needed.
When we brought you home we were astounded at just how perfect you were. You gave us our space, you gave us a choice of 5 CD's at one time. You gave us cool air in the hot summers and heat in the dead of winter. You took us anywhere we wanted to go. And go we did. You took us almost 350,000 km over the years.
Ahhh. the Good times we've had.
Remember all the trips to the mountains? There were city trips, country trips, Okanagan Trips. Trips north, south, east, and west.
There have been unforgettable moments...like when we saw that moose a little too close for our liking. Or remember the time I tried to introduce you to the mailbox? Or the time when we both thought you'd make the turn in the middle of the country road but were mistaken and we slid into the ditch...more than once. All the times where we've sat in parking lots with you just content to sit and not make a sound while I turn your key...
Which leads me to the purpose of this letter.
You're changing. You don't sing like you used to. Your CD player quit working long ago. You're missing your antenna. Your radio is silent, yet the sliding door dings consistently as we drive. Your wheels are flat every other morning and need to be filled before we take you out. You no longer cool us so much in the heat...and this winter? Well...you're heater doesn't keep us warm anymore. At all.
I get worried when you stall as I try to cross the highway. And those times when you're silent in the parking lot? Well...they scare me. Especially when I'm out at night alone with you. And lately when I try to step on the pedal to make you run- you hesitate....for 4 too many seconds than you should. You're winking with just one front light now, and you shudder at funny times during trips to the city.
Now normally I don't write letters like this. In fact- I try to see the best in everyone. But I need you. A reliable version of you. And I think you're tired of trips and getaways.So for your own safety as much as ours...you need to slow down. Actually- you need to stop.
I thank you for seeing us from place to place and for all the good travels we've had. You will be missed, Lucy.
Dawn and family
P.S. Maybe one day...in about a year from now...we'll let a certain 16 year old try to fix you up. And we'll help him. And he'll be as eager to drive you - as I was to drive MY parents olive green station wagon at his age.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
This week 2 occurences have stood out in my mind of ways I have been let down. Just silly little things. One is actually happening as I type.
This Perseid Meteor Shower. I stayed up late to watch and then set my alarm for 3am, then 3:30am...now it's after 4am and I'm just Up....and waiting. As soon as I finish this I'll be back outside again. Hoping to catch glimpses of "beautiful meteors shooting thru the atmosphere".
"EXPECTED to put on a good show".....
"Skywatchers around the globe will have a good CHANCE"....
"Meteors SHOULD be visible in the pre-dawn hours".....
"You COULD see dozens of meteors per hour".....
"You MIGHT see 2 in a row"......
And all I "expect" is a beautiful sky filled with trailing meteors and flashing spunky lights.
Hmmmm...where are they?
For one....the moon is so bright it fills the sky with extra light and fades out other light.
Another....we had a tremendous storm last night and some of the trailing clouds are still covering the view of the SHOULD-be star and meteor-filled sky. (This is one moment where I DO wish the storm would pass.....)
This all leads me to wonder.....Do I set expectations to high? Do I want too much from experiences and from others in my life? Where DO I set expectations. Or am I just supposed to HOPE for things and jump for joy when they happen?
I think the trick may be in how I RESPOND to dashed expectations and hopes.
And how I even TRY to appreciate what DOES happen...albeit small in "stature" or "occurence". (Boy this life stuff gets to be hard work for me at times!)
Funny thing....after I sat through and thought about all these things on Expectations.....I read the rest of the article on the Perseid Meteor Shower I hoped to catch amazing views of. At the end was a perfect sentence for me to grasp:
"......but seeing even ONE can make the whole night worthwhile."
Guess I better get back outside. And hold on to what I DO happen to see out in that sky.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
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Monday, August 10, 2009
What a great weekend! There was pizza with a very great friend, a bonfire here with some super friends and family, a couple of BBQ's with family, a day at the lake with more terrific friends.....Just a wonderful couple days of fun.
(And for those of you who say my life always seems to be soooo much fun allllll the time...I also cleaned my oven and oven racks, defrosted my freezer, cleaned a few bathrooms, washed out the fridge, and did about 6 loads of laundry:)
But to choose a wonderful weekend moment is a little tricky. So I'll say it was all good. Even the cleaning parts!
Friday, August 7, 2009
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Today I got 2 very sweet, thoughtful e-mails from 2 very sweet, thoughtful cousins. It made me think of how much we need relationship with one another- even though there may be distance between us. I am so very blessed to have family, and even more importantly- a family that never gives up on me/us even with all of my "issues"!
This post is in honor of cousins, family, friends....who I am so very grateful for and to. We need to constantly remind eachother how important relationships are...and cultivate them...and don't let them idle.
To all the cousins out there....old, young, in-between...1st, 2nd,even 3rd cousins...Have a Happy Day. I'm thinking of you all:)